Well I didn't grow a pair but I did manage to sprout something and tell Anne, the European from Norway, my little secret. It's a start. At this current moment we are talking about the issue of telling Friend A and Friend B from the previous entries. Anne told me that friend A was slightly indfferent to another friend of his when he came out to him. Their friendship never truly ended but Friend A pulled so far out of the relationship that it would have been better to just cut ties completely.

My friend, S*m, says that I am such a likable person that telling Friend A won't matter to him and he will still continue to be my friend, and maybe even a better one. I really want to believe that. It's worrisome though. Friend A made a comment today to me. He just recently did "the Brain" prank from Waiting to another guy on the floor, and he said,

"Should I call your girlfriend and tell her that she is dating a fucking fag?"

Right Friend A, you just worry me sometimes. Friend A and B joke about gay things but in the non threating way until just recently. I mean I am not offended by the things they say, because I know them. I just think the gay references are getting a bit much.

Boys are so complicated...